Author: deadsexy5803

Posted: Fri Mar 29, 2013 11:58 pm

i always over think and over analyze everything which is one of my downfalls but what can ya do. talked to her today she is supposed to come by sometime soon we will work it out i am just very impatient i hate waiting. today i was a little lethargic but it got better as the day wore on. in another month or 2 this will all be behind me

Author: deadsexy5803

Posted: Fri Mar 29, 2013 11:58 pm

i always over think and over analyze everything which is one of my downfalls but what can ya do. talked to her today she is supposed to come by sometime soon we will work it out i am just very impatient i hate waiting. today i was a little lethargic but it got better as the day wore on. in another month or 2 this will all be behind me

Author: pharmokinetic

Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2013 12:50 am

Just a little more…

Our local suboxone clinic is very new, literally only a few months old.

I’m in a small community of roughly 3oo people, where roughly 10% of those people suffer opiate addictions. About half of those are seeking serious help.

so the more I can learn, and quickly, the better.

Thanks again, any help is truly appreciated and I wish you all well!

Rick

Author: pharmokinetic

Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2013 12:50 am

Just a little more…

Our local suboxone clinic is very new, literally only a few months old.

I’m in a small community of roughly 3oo people, where roughly 10% of those people suffer opiate addictions. About half of those are seeking serious help.

so the more I can learn, and quickly, the better.

Thanks again, any help is truly appreciated and I wish you all well!

Rick

Author: TeeJay

Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2013 8:24 am

Yeah look it is time for a change. mydecision to dropsub is a part of a bigger plan to disengage from medicine as the answer to my problems. for the last few years medicine has been my panacea, and after trialling a raft of medications, hoping to hell that somenew script will solve my problems, only to find myself considering exiting more with each failed endeavor.

I’m going to stick on lithium, but that’s it. naltrexone is simply a measure for relapse prevention. keeping my endorphins asleep is a fair price to payto keep myself out of addiction.

as for hash brownies. their purpose is to assist with sleep through detox, just like they prescribe benzos in detox to give patients some shut eye. nothing more. im hardly a fan of weed as a drug but while it canserve a purpose.

I’llstick around and let you knowhow we go.

tj

Author: TeeJay

Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2013 8:24 am

Yeah look it is time for a change. mydecision to dropsub is a part of a bigger plan to disengage from medicine as the answer to my problems. for the last few years medicine has been my panacea, and after trialling a raft of medications, hoping to hell that somenew script will solve my problems, only to find myself considering exiting more with each failed endeavor.

I’m going to stick on lithium, but that’s it. naltrexone is simply a measure for relapse prevention. keeping my endorphins asleep is a fair price to payto keep myself out of addiction.

as for hash brownies. their purpose is to assist with sleep through detox, just like they prescribe benzos in detox to give patients some shut eye. nothing more. im hardly a fan of weed as a drug but while it canserve a purpose.

I’llstick around and let you knowhow we go.

tj

Author: MovieMaker1

Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2013 1:58 pm

I speak based on my experience and what I’ve seen. My sub doctor runs a med group and therapy group for like 20 addicts in each group. There are three levels based in complete abstinence from all drugs minus suboxone…. Weekly, biweekly, and monthly. So. I’ve been in many groups with tons of different addicts over the years. especially due to the revolving door. But. I didn’t mean anything to be mean or anything. I’m just speaking from what I’ve watched happen time and time again.

Author: MovieMaker1

Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2013 1:58 pm

I speak based on my experience and what I’ve seen. My sub doctor runs a med group and therapy group for like 20 addicts in each group. There are three levels based in complete abstinence from all drugs minus suboxone…. Weekly, biweekly, and monthly. So. I’ve been in many groups with tons of different addicts over the years. especially due to the revolving door. But. I didn’t mean anything to be mean or anything. I’m just speaking from what I’ve watched happen time and time again.

Author: qhorsegal2

Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2013 4:07 pm

Hey MyCovery

Oh my gosh, it’s like you are writing a description of exactly where I have been for the past few months! I can’t tell you how many times I have run out early for the exact reason you did. Last month I completely screwed up and was a full 7 days with nothing! I finally decided I had to give my meds to my husband to hand me each dose so I wasn’t tempted to take extra…I know it’s not a good situation but for me it’s the only way I can stay where I am supposed to be.

Now that the temptation to overuse has been removed I am doing better. I am finally at a point where I am feeling pretty good. I am down to 1.5mg, and I haven’t taken more than I was supposed to in over two weeks now. something which I thought was going to be impossible just a month ago. I will more than likely be down to 1mg by next Saturday. And I am ok with that. Who would have ever thought that I could do it? Certainly not me…but I am. It’s the hardest thing I have ever done in my life…but I am going to be ok. WE are going to be ok!

Hang tough…we can do it!

Author: qhorsegal2

Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2013 4:07 pm

Hey MyCovery

Oh my gosh, it’s like you are writing a description of exactly where I have been for the past few months! I can’t tell you how many times I have run out early for the exact reason you did. Last month I completely screwed up and was a full 7 days with nothing! I finally decided I had to give my meds to my husband to hand me each dose so I wasn’t tempted to take extra…I know it’s not a good situation but for me it’s the only way I can stay where I am supposed to be.

Now that the temptation to overuse has been removed I am doing better. I am finally at a point where I am feeling pretty good. I am down to 1.5mg, and I haven’t taken more than I was supposed to in over two weeks now. something which I thought was going to be impossible just a month ago. I will more than likely be down to 1mg by next Saturday. And I am ok with that. Who would have ever thought that I could do it? Certainly not me…but I am. It’s the hardest thing I have ever done in my life…but I am going to be ok. WE are going to be ok!

Hang tough…we can do it!