I’m a writer (and sub patient); just looking for support

Author: nomoremommyfood

Posted: Sun Oct 30, 2011 7:23 am

indigochild wrote:
musta not worked that great being you said this:"Being broke on coke and dope (what they call heroin in Chicago) I got on patient assistance through Reckitt and switched from generic to film." this says by yer own addmission you were broke on coke and dope=therefore you went to the film……i don’t get what the phuch yer beotchin bout….

Perhaps I misspoke or didn’t explain myself clearly.

I’m really not bitching about anything – just looking for a support system. I run a art collective. Yes, I work the door at shows but how that equates to some sort if irony, I’m not sure. Should I completely separate myself from the art scene – from the gallery I’ve been working my ASS of to bring out of debt – if that’s what I love doing?

And, if my friends support me, understand the situation and take "no thanks" for an answer, I see no reason to "stay away" from them. Again, I run an underground gallery. Should I abandon the 8 years of hard labor I’ve devoted to turn it into a reputable non-profit and community space?

As for "going broke on dope and coke," what I mean is – went through my student loan money and graduated without a job and no savings. I HAD been on generic bupe, but couldn’t afford them, thus went through RB’s patient assistance program in order to be able to afford the meds.

What irony are you referring to, exactly?

That I’d prefer to be on a generic sub-lingual tablet but have no insurance and opted for the patient assistance program and, therefore, the film strips RB requires ALL patients on their "Here to Help" plan to take? Or is ironic that I relapsed, hated it, and went back on the sub strips – which, admittedly, I find more difficult to take.

I think either you’ve misunderstood my attempt at a friendly introduction, or I’ve misunderstood your reaction.

Regardless, why jump down my throat for any of it?

I’m sorry of I’ve offended anyone. I find this site an excellent source of solid research and information on the benefits of bupe. And was only hoping to add my input on various issues (aside for an introduction I probably should’ve calmed down before writing). I have no idea if this forum is of the "we accept you, have no fear of judgement," or "we don’t know you, sayonara."

Lemme know what’s up, and I’m happy to decline my membership and move on.