Author: slipper
Posted: Mon Jan 30, 2012 6:39 pm
| rule62 wrote: |
| Even though you and I were taking the same 1mg dose, you are splitting it and I didn’t. So to answer your question about when I stopped the Sub; I take my dose at 10am once a day. The next day I started the Hydro. I suppose I could have waited for several hours until some w/d kicked in but why suffer needlessly? Barely felt the first dose but it improved as days went by.
You are way below the ceiling so the w/d’s come on fast. I too would feel minor w/d’s by around 3-4pm if I skipped my morning dose. Only tried that once to see how long it would take. Warning, warning, warning.….once you get that fuzzy good feeling again you will be tempted to take more than prescribed. That was my downfall. Went a little nutty for 2-3 days and went back on my beloved Sub. For the pain I took two Aleve and those actually work pretty good. Pissed me off that I couldn’t control my meds. But damn I felt good for a few hours. My next painful journey is radiation treatment. Either my Oncologist or a Pain Clinic will give me pain pills. This time around I will have my wife dole them out. My plan is to go out and buy a small combination safe that she and only she will have the number to. There isn’t a hiding place in or out of the house that I can’t find. Addicts can smell their doc’s. It may sound silly but if anyone has a better idea let me know. Stupid F##king addiction! After I’m dead, I will leave my brain to science to see just how different an addicts brain works vs a non addict. I’ve seen a TV show that had a CT scan of an addicts brain and a normal one. There is a difference. Addiction is "Covert Suicide" Rule |
This is not helping the op…but I just had to tell you my husband got a small safe (it is a real nice one we had at the funeral home with a key to open it)…I was just like you …I could find those damn things anywhere he hid them…well……..he has the key on his car keys chain and yes i have…walked back to the bedroom..got the key right out of his pants he took off and walked right passed him in the den to the computer room where the safe is kept…got what I wanted and took the key back….so I STILL CHEATED!!!!///…damn addiction is right….Of course I had to pay at the end of the month when I was short i pill (klonopin)…..and fess up…caused all sorts of shit….so please get a combination lock that she memorizes and does not write down ANYWHERE….because we are what we are….
Judy