Suboxone is not recovery.

Author: KENNY-FROM-AL

Posted: Fri Mar 29, 2013 7:13 pm

I’m new to suboxone, ( as in 2 mts. new ). I’m not new to Recovery! I worked a 12 step program sense I was 20 yrs old and was allways told about swapping one addicsion for another isn’t Recovery. By the way::: [I do not spell well or use the Proper language, ok. I know I don’t and Please allow me to be me. Thanks…] I suffer from Achool more than prescription pills. However I had a terrible accident and lost the usement of limbs among other things. Became additive to pill latter in Life due to Pain issues Now I call my-self a trash can, cause I might do any thing drugs or drinking, ok. So now I relapsed because of the pain and choose not to be treated with meds because I thought I was to good or that my higher Power would take it away. I was so wrong. Now am taking subs and thank s for my HP that the doc recomemed it to me. I would have drinked my self to death without a dought. I choose not to go to meetings now because I know I used to be the one that would say " hey you are not clean and sober. Program my foot". Now, I wear the shoes you know. I will take this as long as I have to and will try not to judge mydelf or others any longer for taking meds for their recovery. it is not my business to worry about that. Thanks for listen. KH