Author: queenie1959

Posted: Thu Jan 31, 2013 1:27 pm

How are you? I’m doing good. No Ambien in 12 days. Just goes to show you.

Your mind can be a friend or your worst enemy. If you think, "I don’t want to go back to that hell. Look how happy I am now" Things will go just fine.

But, as soon as you think "I need something" or "I’m bored" things start happening and before you know it you are back in hell and don’t know when it happened. Like someone here at this forum said "Play the whole tape. Not just when you feel good, think of all the agony & misery that goes with that. Where are you going to get it? Where is the money? "I am going to be sick" "I’m sick & I can’t go to work. Will I lose my job?" "What about my kids?"

Let’s stay strong. Let’s beat this devil prison.. I’m here for you. You can vent with me because I’m sure going to vent with you.

I love you,
Queenie