dreams@nite of using ==cravings all day

Author: amber4.14.11

Posted: Sat Nov 05, 2011 7:46 am

Thanks evryone for your posts,,,,,,
I AM on suboxone, I take 3 of the 8mg films a day. although sometimes I only take 2, and my doc knows this.
I JUST Got approved for the RB patient assistance. before I was paying almost a third of my take home,,,,,,$245 every two weeks for my suboxone. Im so glad, should be getting the card in mail any day. It will be nice to give my grandma more than 100bux each payday twards the credit card bill I created.
but anyways,,,,,I do see how easy it would be to relapse if you encountered one of these days and didn’t have the "tools" avialible to deal with it. I did the best I could, and made it. but like I said, gotta fill my toolbox up agian, hopeful dont have another day like this until then. Rolling Eyes
before I was on sub, I was on about 260mg of oxys a day, and the last 2 1/2 yrs of active adiction I was on 160mg of methadone also. I asked the doc about going down to 2 of the 8s a day, he said to try every other day 1st and to save the xtras while im on PAP becuase it only lasts One year.
okay hope I clarified things a lil. I thought I wrote I was on subs, but I was working on getting my mind free about the dreams so I spaced it!!!!!
thanks everybody……. Laughing