Author: NoMorePills

Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2012 9:13 am

Well my sleep is still not great, but with lonidine, nyquil and xanax I have manages about 5 hours last night. I take small amounts and I feel fine and not groggy now.
I am sure that I did not relaly get any benefit from the little amounts I took in the middle of the night the first 2 days I was off. Kept it in my mouth 1-2 minutes and spit it out. I figure my receptors are sub free now. Though I had a dream last night about shooting Heroin, which I have never done in my life. I have never actually even seen heroin. Weird.
My energy is pretty low, though this morning I feel pretty good. Think I will take advantage of that and go for a bike ride this morning. I wish the stupid spring wind would stop here. Makes it miserable. And allergies kick up. During the day yesterday I had some chills and some aches, but a hot bath took care of that. Sleep is the hard part. I fall asleep quickly for an hour or 2 and then I am up. I toss and turn and get spurts of sleep for an hour here and there. Better than it has been though so I am hopeful that it will continue to get better. I jumped of after 3 days at .0375 after having been at .05 for almost a week which is how long I was taking to adjust (more or less). This has been a pretty soft landing, and I just think of how I felt after one day off norcos and how awful that was and I feel better. lol. It amazes me how our brains can get used to feeling like crap as I have felt like I hae had the flu for hte last 2 months since I started cutting quickly. Hopefully it will be over soon. Hope everyone is doing well and staying strong!