10+ years of 24mg of Suboxone per day, just lost my meds :(

Author: Doober

Posted: Fri Aug 02, 2013 8:09 pm

Doctor said he couldn’t approve early refill b/c of some regulation, so I’m pretty much screwed. Starting to feel quite a bit more uncomfortable. Freaking out in my head a bit about the days to come. Not sure why he wouldn’t do it. My record isnt just good, its perfect – I was astounded, especially since this is the only time in 10 years anything out of the ordinary has occured. I’ve never had a single relapse since day one, take drug tests every visit and have never failed, never abused meds, have enjoyed a good life until this stupid mistake tossing my meds in the garbage – hope it doesn’t jeopardize any of the good things I’ve worked so hard for over the past decade. Mind you, ive never actually met my doctor, i see his nurse. The nurse felt bad, said shed try talking to him again and promised to call me back – then blew me off and never called, probably because she didnt want to bear bad news a second time.