Author: rule62

Posted: Sun Jan 29, 2012 2:14 pm

Even though you and I were taking the same 1mg dose, you are splitting it and I didn’t. So to answer your question about when I stopped the Sub; I take my dose at 10am once a day. The next day I started the Hydro. I suppose I could have waited for several hours until some w/d kicked in but why suffer needlessly? Barely felt the first dose but it improved as days went by.

You are way below the ceiling so the w/d’s come on fast. I too would feel minor w/d’s by around 3-4pm if I skipped my morning dose. Only tried that once to see how long it would take.

Warning, warning, warning.….once you get that fuzzy good feeling again you will be tempted to take more than prescribed. That was my downfall. Went a little nutty for 2-3 days and went back on my beloved Sub. For the pain I took two Aleve and those actually work pretty good. Pissed me off that I couldn’t control my meds. But damn I felt good for a few hours.

My next painful journey is radiation treatment. Either my Oncologist or a Pain Clinic will give me pain pills. This time around I will have my wife dole them out. My plan is to go out and buy a small combination safe that she and only she will have the number to. There isn’t a hiding place in or out of the house that I can’t find. Addicts can smell their doc’s. It may sound silly but if anyone has a better idea let me know. Stupid F##king addiction!

After I’m dead, I will leave my brain to science to see just how different an addicts brain works vs a non addict. I’ve seen a TV show that had a CT scan of an addicts brain and a normal one. There is a difference.

Addiction is "Covert Suicide"

Rule