Author: wisharer

Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2013 8:01 am

100% no. i would not be clean today. actually i am doubting my cleanliness LOL bc i had to recently start taking Ativan for these attacks i have been having. I know that i had tried re hab counseling na been to prison for a year and tried to quit cold turkey hundreds of times. only to get to day 3 at the most before giving in. I know i would not be clean from opiates bc of this uncontrollable voice to use. it controlled every thing i did every decision, plan all of it. so even if i made it through the pain of the withdrawal i would still had that voice so …. i know i would be using, jail, or dead. romeo you are not loon for thinking about that cause i would too think of it wondering if i would feel better lol and my family would too. but now everything has changed. as far as the obsesession of using and the whole lifestyle that goes with it.