Author: taran1

Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2011 11:03 am

I have been on Sub for over 4 years, I was a heroin addict 4 yrs prior to that. I struggle with the idea of tapering off all the time. I am on 24 mg of Sub q.d. I remember my life on heroin, Sub and my determination have taken that life away. The thought of ever feeling dope sick again scares the living shit out of me, besides the thought of not having the Sub there if I get the "urge". I really don’t know if it is logical to think I can stay on Sub forever is it? There are times I say its time to get off this shit and then 10 minutes later I talk myself out of it. I have a lot of health problems and I’m only 27 so that circumstance also weighs to the con side of stopping, bc I figure what for my health is shit so whats being on one more drug besides the others going to matter. Like I said if you can’t tell I am TORN. Any input on this topic would be greatly appreciated.