The black sheep=a lonely child=a confused teenager=an addict

Author: amber4.14.11

Posted: Tue Feb 21, 2012 11:23 pm

so thursday,makes a week since my teeth got pulled on the bottom…..
Im glad the stitches are coming out, they are ITCHIN!!!!!!
and you know, theyre just beautiful, the lovely black thread in my mouth looks amazing when I speak.
(probably still better than the old broken teeth looked)

ANYWAYS, then I gotta wait about two more weeks, and do one more impression, and my NEW teeth will be MADE…
YAY

this has been a huge ordeal for me. Its gonna be so great to have new teeth, and I went back and forth in my head over and over if I wanted to stop my suboxone, and go on an opiate while I get all this work done. Cuz, right after I get my new bottom teeth made, ALL THE TOP ones are GOING……..
So my sub doc was almost trying to convince me (it seemed like) to go on some kind of pain control med, this entire time while all this is goin on……

But Im gonna make it.
and I dont think the top is gonna hurt quite so bad as the bottom, cuz it seems like the infection is what was hurting so bad. I freaking hope so anyways…….

getting nervous for my son’s surgery on his mouth soon too……
Trying not to be, but thats not quite working out. I cant help but to worry.

looking forward to thursday….
and hoping I see at least some of that damn tax return next week!!!!!