Author: amber4.14.11

Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2012 10:01 pm

I just wrote an email to my therapist, having to reschedule my ‘evalution’ that was sopposed to happen tommorow.
see,
the dude, who Im basically taking his job over,,,, hasnt showed up all week, becuase
‘he hurt his back

WE ALL know what this means……lol
anyways, its put the company REALLY BEHIND schedule on the condo project. I even have to work saturday, which is fine becuase I want the overtime. BUT the general contractor wanted to put carpet in the rooms, starting TODAY that Im currently working on…..
So my boss begged me to reschedule my appointment. this is the first time, in all the appointments Ive had for the doctor, therapist, my kid, etc thats he’s ever said he really needed me to reschedule.
So of course I said I would, which made him really happy.
and I havent gotten ANY of the damn homework done anyway, so it kinda makes sense. but I wont tell the boss that, I’ll make brownie points instead
puts me that much closer to that raise as well
Its nice to not be on the shit list these days, thats for sure!!

One of my good friends, thats on suboxone, and goes to same dr. as me, texted me today wanting to know if he could ‘borrow’ some of mine, cuz he had an appointment today, and needed some to take with him…….
I was really confused by this. I’d like to think of him as a pretty good buddy nowadays. His wife is actually the one who first told me about suboxone to begin with….
long ago, we all used together….we even all lived together,,,, me and my husband, and him and his wife, for about 6 months….although I dont remember much… just the highlites……like the cops searching our place after my buddy pulled a gun on the nieghbor…
ANYWAYS,,,,,I simply told him I only had enough with me for the day, and I dont bring more than that with me to work. since I live almost 45 min from work, he took that as the truth I guess.
I asked why he ran out, and he said he didnt but forgot the meds….wierd
and why didnt he just ask his wife??

so now Im of course worried about him. we have almost the same exact time clean, even though we didnt talk for months becuase niether of us knew the other had gone on subs….
I really hope there was some kind of truth to what he said, but who knows.
and if it was a lie, I hope he maybe sold a couple or something, Im really hoping hes not abusing his subs….

whenever I think of someone screwing up,
I always think
‘another one bites the dust’

I guess time will tell.
hope everyone’s doing awesome