The black sheep=a lonely child=a confused teenager=an addict

Author: amber4.14.11

Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 7:11 pm

So the stomach aches are not subsiding,,,, at all……

The next thing on the list…………….EXCERSISE……………. yeah

So I have NEVER been able to stick to a regimate of excersising AFTER I get home at night, thus I’ll be taking a jog at 5am tomorow. Yep, it’ll still be dark but that just means noboday will be able to see my fabulous body jogging ever so slowly down the road….. Rolling Eyes
Just fine with me………..and since Im in the rainy part of the country,,,,, the rain doesnt REALLY bother me, sure it sux to work in ALL day, but as far as jogging in it,,, I dont really care since I’ll be showering right after Im done.

I really hope I can stick to this. I get up really early in the morning anyway, and usually just watch tv for an hour. so its not like I’m gonna ‘miss sleep’ or anything……….and I know the first week will be the hardest and should get easier after that. Im in good shape already, I just need to stop smoking. which may become easier with excersise as well…..I HOPE…

Like grandma said,,,,it certainly wont kill me to excersise every day,,, and if it gets rid of the stomach aches, hey Im in.

took my lil guy to the park today,,,, we had a blast…..then we played ball outside at home for awhile too, with every kid in the nieghborhood. something I would have never done a year ago…….It makes me so happy, to see him happy.
I just cant even put it into words, he makes my "cup runeth over"

he tries so hard to please me sometimes, it just melts my heart…… OTHER times OMG,,,,,, I see a direct reflection of myself……….lol

Life’s good today….and Im enjoying every minute