Author: hatmaker510

Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2012 8:03 am

Rule – thanks so much for the update. I’ve been thinking about you a lot. You didn’t mention it, but I assume the surgery was a success in that they got all the cancer?

Like everyone else, I’m stunned that your mother-fucking doctor thinks what he gave you is sufficient to address you pain after that kind of super painful surgery. You know, if what you’re taking isn’t sufficient to keep you out of withdrawals or enough to address your pain, you CAN add a small amount of bupe to your full agonist pain meds. But it sounds like you have enough for treat your pain. If I were you I wouldn’t worry too much about how much you’re taking. I say this because what they did to you and the pain you’re likely in DESERVES ADEQUATE PAIN RELIEF. PERIOD. ENOUGH SAID.

It’s obvious that you’re being careful about what you’re taking and keeping an eye on it so it doesn’t get out of control, but otherwise, just please address your pain. I cannot imagine what you’re going through right now. Hell, I can’t even imagine how you’re sitting at a computer typing this!

Take care and we’re all here for you.