Author: 2BaHealthy1

Posted: Thu Feb 14, 2013 4:11 pm

Today is day 15 off Sub. It seems energy picks up about 5% a day so it is slow but that does consolidates throughout each passing day. Even-though I have been getting sleep, and one night got amazing sleep, for the other nights…I don’t feel I get "real" sleep quite yet. It’s like I’m in-between awake and sleep constantly. Besides lack of energy, my noes itches so much!!! I couldn’t stop pinching and rubbing my noes last night so much I got a bloody noes! I still sneeze quite a bit. I will say though… today I feel the LEAST depressed of all my days thus far! (Come to think of it, I’m not depressed at all today and haven’t felt it yet) I’m getting ready for a walk right now. I’m going to walk to the tanning salon and lay in the ultra-violet bed. Get a little color to my skin… and I think the warmth will feel good

I have a good hunch I have been taking tooooo many vitamins in hope I speed up the withdrawal process. So today I am letting off the amount I was taking and just taking the normal person’s daily intake.

All in all… I can say this process hasn’t been ultimate torture like most expect. The bouts of depression suck… then I get bouts of relief and it feels good. Seems the part that drags the most is the lack of energy more than anything.

I know this is all worth it… and in the greater picture of things… the time it is taking to heal isn’t really that long. I guess it can seem long since it is the primary thing on my mind.

My first meeting will be Sunday. I’ve never been to one. Not sure what to expect. But I’m happy to go!

It’s Valentines today btw.