my never ending addiction…when is is justified?

Author: subgurl76

Posted: Mon Dec 03, 2012 10:50 pm

Hi amber4…thankyou for your words of encouragement and those links…I’m from a small toen and sub dr’s are hard to find..I got lucky thru my pill addiction lol I met a friend who was on suboxone @ the time or I would have never heard of it ….I’m glad I did…I wanted to say a lot more too I think it was shitty! Although I finally got the counciling place to call me today and rthey also called my dr making them know this was not my fault grrrrr sorry I’m. Pissed! The grief this caused me and my family and my poor boys that will. Make me really do sum damage…n e ways I do have a dr app set up fopr thurs morning I’m drinking gallons of water to flush the peercs out…took last one sat morning…I hate I was put in this position but being bed ridden for two whole weeks due to sub withdrawls will do a number on you! I hope all goes well…I’m perfb Very Happy ectly happy remaining on subs indefinately addiction doesn’t go away so why should my meds…I’ve noticed suboxone improves my mood too and gives me energy so I think I’m better with them for now…I’m not one wh cares whsat anyone thinks…just ask the pharmacy that filled my last script lol they shouldn’t have gave me that look..they will know better next time lol..sometimes I feel like we are judged so unfairly and I could just rip some people apart ..my pastor keeps me in check tho…thank god..I would have done blown half the county up…I will definately let you know how it goes…keep up your couragous fight and stay strong…your friend and fellow addict