Author: timstspry
Posted: Mon Aug 13, 2012 9:37 pm
Thanks Amber/Rule! You guys are great!!! Yes, it is true that we are always hardest on ourselves. Always have been, probably always will be. No, I do not think I have forgiven myself yet. I am working on it, and I am seeing two counselors. One a Psychologist and one a Psychiatrist which is my sub doc. I also suffer from PTSD relating to being sexually assaulted multiple times by an immediate family member when I was 5. So, between trying to recover from my vic addiction, trying to forgive myself for what I did while addicted to vic and now dealing with all the PTSD stuff it has been a difficult journey
But, it has been possible because of Suboxone/Subutex, and I hope others out there who are just being induced read this and understand what a true life saver sub has been to me and I am assuming countless others. I really appreciate your support and positive comments and wanted to thank you so much for taking the time to read my story and reply.
Hope all is going well with each of you and everyone else on this wonderful forum! If anyone needs any help or advice relating to vicodin addiction and how I am recovering from it with the help of Suboxone/Subutex, either post here or send me a PM and I would be happy to do whatever I can. I pray that nobody else ever have to go through what we went through during our addicted life and that not one more person fall victim to opiates!
Best to all!