Author: reggie13903

Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2012 11:43 am

thank you for the advice. it is the taste that is making me sick especialy when i swallow what i wonder is if i dissolve it long enough if i can spit cause its not the swallowing that makes the meds work right. i have let the doc know we are going to try going back on tabs cause part of the problem was i cant get rid of the taste easy enough cause the strips stick right to my toungue so i have had to resort to eating a doughnut or something as soon as i swallow to get the excess off of my tongue. but we are going to get this to work.i just found outy my wife had a miscariage and she had one of her tubes burst and almost died and i dont do well with loss go figure an addict who cant do that. and i have been having alot of using dreams so stopping my meds is not an option. but im having a hard time thinking of a way to bring it up to my dr so he wont think im drug seeking. i have a horrible track record in my med records were i dont blame people for asuming im drug seeking but i am just a hypocondriac not saying i never drug seeked but most of what was thought to be drug seeking was just mental illness. ive been this way since i found out about my brain tumor i get scared and paranoid