I knew better…

Author: jonathanm1978

Posted: Mon Jun 10, 2013 8:09 am

Well, since Friday, I’ve been saying to myself "I just gotta get to Monday, then I’ll get mine…."
Lucky isn’t the word for me and what’s happened. Ran into an old friend i haven’t seen in YEARS at the gas station while I was filling my wife’s car up, on Saturday. We got to discussing different things…and Suboxone came up. I told him my story, and what had happened to me with being cut short because I tried to help someone…and lo + behold if he didn’t call a close friend of his and he later brought me enough Sub to do me until today. Then, on top of that, the woman that caused me this little bit of grief calls and says she had two for me..so I got really lucky this time. Next time I may not be so lucky…so there’s not going to be a next time for me.

I talked with my wife about it all, and she told me that she could really get behind me being on it, and staying on it, if it weren’t for the behavior associated with trading, loaning, etc…because it’s the same things I did with painkillers years ago.
So…for me and mine, I’ll be keeping a tight reign on my Suboxone and not doing this crap anymore, with ANYONE. No matter how close of what the pity party story is.