Author: Bboy42287

Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2012 3:30 pm

thecityman wrote:

I really did appreciate your honesty in admitted that. Its nice to know that even after 13 years of being on methadone, I’m not the only one who still has days that I’d trade my right hand for a good, old fashioned Opiate buzz! But I think some of the other posters did a great job in reminding you (and me) that we all tend to forget that the "warm dope high" didn’t come without consequences….LOTS OF THEM…..and almost all bad (except the buss itself). Its like that little excercize they always make you do 1000 times in rehab…."make a list of the negative consequences that could happen if you use again". I think that is such a common and often repeated excercize for a reason! It really does help most of us to think a little further down the road of that "Warm opiate high". You know, the part where you loose your job, your home, your friends & family, your freedom, go through withdrawls everytime you can’t score, etc, etc, etc, etc. So yea, the high would be nice…..the rest of it, NOT so nice. In conclusion, the negative outcomes do not even come close to making the positive outcome (the high) worth it! But you already know that….you were just talking about your desire to get high and I can respect that….I also hope your thought and its expression, along with the great things many repliers had to say about it, helps you and others in the same boat to keep things in perspective and do the right thing! Amen!

This thread was posted a Year and two months ago lol. But good post man.