Author: BFG88

Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2013 3:44 am

Ok, I’ll try to keep this short. My husband and I have been clean on subs for 6months, which is awesome. However, today was a huge test, and we failed. In my intro I talked about my marriage and how my husband had an affair while I was pregnant. He still works with her and was still talking to her, emails, im’s and texts. Well today they had an off site meeting all day. When I went to pick him up I passed her, I flipped the car around; I totally peeled out. Parked the car and yelled out her name. Next thing I know my hubby grabs my arm and pins me to the car. I wanted to jump her like a cougar.
We head home and she calls him, I talk to her. Blah blah. I’m rambling. Anyways, she ends up coming over, She texts my husband if I was going to hit her. I want to knock her a** out, but I can be an adult. In the end, she has I new job and he cut it off completely. I was so relieved. Here’s the part were we failed; I had a rx for tussianext(sp?) he went to fill it and we each drank 60ml. We felt a little, but I mostly felt guilt. I know it’s just a slip up, and what’s done is done. So now it’s back on subs, and one day at a time. Thanks for reading this, as I’m just bitching. It’s been one hell of a ride. I felt every emotion possible today.