How do i start?

Author: oiler1995

Posted: Thu May 30, 2013 2:48 pm

I know you’s are saying to get a sub doctor.That 20 subs is not enough.I was on the methadone maintenance program years ago for a year.I was taking 80 mg’s for that year and got thrown out of the program for missing a few appointments and went cold turkey.It was worse then hell and the withdrawels lasted a very long time,especially the sleep.I would of gave my right leg for an hour of sleep.But i am here talking about it,so it can be done.I am scared to go on subs on a regular basis,because i don’t want to have to take them forever.And i can’t let my family find out.I thought these 20 subs that i have will just help my withdrawel from the H be a bit easier,using it as a tool during withdrawel.The H that i get really isn’t that potent,so my withdrawel shouldn’t be as bad as really good high end H.Or maybe my tolerance is so high that even high end H doesn’t make me feel high anymore.Beautifuldisaster,i live outside of Binghamton,i am also about 4 hours from NYC.Yes,plenty of bars,LOL.