Author: oiler1995

Posted: Thu May 30, 2013 4:37 am

Like i said 12 hours isn’t a problem for me,especially with the sleep hours added in.I messed it up by sniffing H again.All i can do is try again.I think a bit of xanax will help me a bit during the waiting period to induct and i have been careful with it,i am not abusing it.Like Kitty said i need to break that addiction cycle.The only thing on my mind when my eyes open in bed is sniffing my bags of H,first thing in the morning.I have my own home in the country in New York.I been divorced for a good couple of years.I am originally from Brooklyn,New York and retired from the city of NY.I don’t have many friends since i moved upstate and i live alone.So the boredom and lonliness gets to me sometimes even though my father lives 10
minutes from me,so i think this has alot to do with my addiction also.It’s still a horror to wake up knowing i have no H and can’t sniff my bags when i wake up,i am so used to it,it’s been like this for over a year.But it does give me a bit of relief knowing those 20 subs are on hand.