Author: clcbill

Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2013 10:00 am

Hi there, this is, well, looong overdue!! My former username is/was BigRed, some members may remember (or not!!). I just could not figure out what I was doing wrong to reactivate my account…no biggie. I am sure it is something on my end. Nevertheless, I am here with a new account for a reason. UPDATE!!!!!!!!

First let me start off by saying this forum is absolutely an amazing site. Great people! Even if I was not currently posting for whatever the many reasons where at the time, I would always frequent this forum (mainly from my mobile device). I can go on and on about the awseome people(support) and advice this forum provides…however this is not why am typing this currently (maybe another time!)

First I must start off saying (I’m sure most can tell haha) I AM NOT A DOCTOR NOR EXPERT!!! I am just ‘some dude’ in the northeast. I started with this forum years ago looking for some support since the people around me ‘just didn’t get it’. Long story short, after I have had some financial issues, computer issues, relationship issues, etc… blah blah, who doesn’t right?? Not a good enough ‘excuse’ I know! It is what it is. What I mean by ‘excuse’ is that I remember vividly how much this fourm truely helped me out and I most certainly should have stuck around to try and return the favor, but I apologize and digress…

I’m sure, regaurdless if you remember me or not, if you are reading this you are wondering: 1.did he relapse? 2.did he taper? 3.did he jump? 4.did he (fill in the blank)? Short answers: NO! I did not relapse …. Yes I did taper …. Yes and No, I tapered as far as possible with subutex 8mg tabs but eventually had to ‘jump’, however the jump was NOT from a 10 story building, if ya catch my drift… Answer to number 4 is obvious, because I am here typing this right now!!!!!

I will go into some more detail at another time. I am still self-employed, had a little time on my "new"-OLD computer for paperwork today and I just had to make this post.

I must say this even though I do not want to start name dropping and it has been quite some time, but THANK YOU MEL!!!!

PS
If anyone could help me with recovering my older account BigRed, I would greatly appreciate it!!! If not, no worries but thank you anyway in advance!!!!