Author: finallyachance

Posted: Mon Jan 30, 2012 10:42 pm

I might believe you’re not an addict if you were taking sub for pain but……after reading the post non addicts just don’t plan out relapses and well lets face it….you are planning to use to feel the high or get high and non addicts don’t think about pain pills making them feel high (as a positive thing) and they want to do them to feel high. They just don’t think like we do. Ya might want to since you’re being honest and all be 100 percent honest and realize this.

Nothing to shame about an addict wanting to use or feel high or be high, but you could avoid all that and just go get your dosage increased etc…to maybe alleviate some of these cravings maybe your dose isn’t blocking the cravings. Apparently not. But back to the shame thing I can’t tell you how many times I said wow I am bored with sobriety and I just want to feel high again. and I did. Of course I always had to pay some kind of price or consequence in the end but it was fun while it lasted at least for a little while. After 30 years of it well the funs are few and far between. I end up just paying the consequences and had no fun.