Author: britianyann1

Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2012 10:36 pm

Tiny Dancer: Thank you so very much. I tried to jump at .5 day three was screaming. Not quite ready yet. Feeling better though.

So, these levels of difficulties are normal? All of us aren’t sleeping? For six months? I am always reading barely felt this. Mine due to the damage caused by my life threatening car accident. You can wear clothes? I was told I may have neuropathy, but it only starts when my body is demanding Suboxone. When I get a little bit in it goes away till the next time. So I believe it is part of my withdrawal, just couldn’t find this one on the list. What stops it beside sub?

I have been through withdrawal from demerol cold turkey and almost died. I think this is a different level of suffering. I am not in convolutions, so it is withdrawal. Can’t work like this. Can’t be let out of house alone. Couldn’t drive if I wanted to. I feel
like of coming out of insanity. Especially as I hit the lower doses. I hope that is what it is. It is beginning to ease off.

Grow so impatient. Want off this terrible drug. I didn’t even know how much I was suppressed by it till I started releasing it. I get all freaky and I am driving my family into this abyss with me. It is heart wretching to come out of the dip and find out you were mean to everyone. It is harming them. i see the blues hitting them all. I am almost through darn it. Can see hope again though. Thought I lost it for a few though there is no other option but through.

If I had it all to do again. I would have gotten a rapid detox and just got it over with. Fighting hard not to. I don’t know which process is harder on the body?

Sorry have to run. Withdrawals hitting again and OUCH…..