Author: Far_From_free

Posted: Tue Jan 24, 2012 3:07 pm

I don’t think the Sub has changed the way I feel emotionaly to much. One thing I do notice though. I certainly don’t feel joy as I used to. I used to get so excited about doing things like snowboarding, boating or going on vacation. Now, I couldn’t be bothered by those things. I guess all medicine has side effects and this may just be one of them.

But, I sometimes wonder if it’s just been so long since ive been off sub, and just don’t remember how I felt before it. My friends say i’m not the same person I was (but in a good way that is) before sub. I was a bit of a "Wild Card" they say. I’ve been told that people liked to be around me, but not because I was such a great person. It was becasue they never knew what to expect from me. I must have entertained them or something. Great friends I had….
It’s true, I was all over the place before the sub, up one minute, down the next. I never knew what kind of mood I was gonna be in later. I’m sure all the drugs I was doing didn’t help the situation either. Now that I think about, thats probibly why I used all those drugs in the first place, trying to be more stable I guess.. Hmmm, I think I’m on to something here..

Back to the subject.. I think that the subs effects on emotions have actually help me, more then they have hurt me personaly.

any how thanks for listening..

Author: Far_From_free

Posted: Tue Jan 24, 2012 3:07 pm

I don’t think the Sub has changed the way I feel emotionaly to much. One thing I do notice though. I certainly don’t feel joy as I used to. I used to get so excited about doing things like snowboarding, boating or going on vacation. Now, I couldn’t be bothered by those things. I guess all medicine has side effects and this may just be one of them.

But, I sometimes wonder if it’s just been so long since ive been off sub, and just don’t remember how I felt before it. My friends say i’m not the same person I was (but in a good way that is) before sub. I was a bit of a "Wild Card" they say. I’ve been told that people liked to be around me, but not because I was such a great person. It was becasue they never knew what to expect from me. I must have entertained them or something. Great friends I had….
It’s true, I was all over the place before the sub, up one minute, down the next. I never knew what kind of mood I was gonna be in later. I’m sure all the drugs I was doing didn’t help the situation either. Now that I think about, thats probibly why I used all those drugs in the first place, trying to be more stable I guess.. Hmmm, I think I’m on to something here..

Back to the subject.. I think that the subs effects on emotions have actually help me, more then they have hurt me personaly.

any how thanks for listening..