Author: seaonasdad

Posted: Wed Aug 29, 2012 12:04 pm

One thing I did when I stopped it all was delete all of my contacts to get drugs. it’s the only way. These people want to keep you using. They don’t care about you only to ensure that you are paying them. You won’t ever hear from them again when you stop calling them for drugs. They don’t care.

I understand the slip up though. Last night i was JONESING for one last perc, which I know is a poor man’s version of what you did. But still, the brain in us is pretty similar. Luckily, I don’t know where to get them anymore since I did get rid of all of the contacts. Plus, today I’m at a month without them and wanted to reach that mark. It was important to me.

We all have the right to make our own choices. I definitely won’t denigrate you for making that choice last night. To stay clean though, it’s all or nothing, at least that is my mindset. There’s no stopping until I can do 1 here and there. There’s no stopping until I actually need them for pain. There’s no stopping until anything but my death and I refuse to have that death be aided by opiates anymore.

I’m sure you have far more experience than me at this. Perhaps I sound like everyone else who eventually falls off of the wagon too. I’m determined not to be that guy.

But it doesn’t mean you can’t try again immediately. And succeed!

Good luck!