Author: Romeo
Posted: Sat Jan 14, 2012 10:12 am
Hey sweet,
I meant to mention this earlier, but it slipped my mind. Being sick is a huge trigger for me too. I mean, why would I want to put up with being sick when I know I can "cheat" my way through it by getting high? It doesn’t make a cold or flu go away any quicker, but you don’t feel near as crappy as ya would. It took me a while to get my head wrapped around the fact that the rest of the population gets sick and doesn’t use opiates to deal with it (my wife impressed that upon REAL good!)
Another thing I’ve noticed is that if I even bonk my toe, my first reaction is, "OMGawd, I NEED OPIATES TO CONTROL THIS MASSIVE PAIN FROM WHERE I JUST BONKED MY TOE!!" Meanwhile, there’s no REAL pain there….it’s just my brain thinking it just won the lottery by "injuring" myself, so now I can legally get high!!! Yeah, you’re gonna wanna watch out for that too.