Author: 2BaHealthy1

Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2013 3:16 pm

Holy cow… Our lives and addiction-cycle seems so similar. Thanks for outlining the start of your addiction to now. My story is VERY parallel to yours with the exception I grew up Mormon and had well-protected childhood and upbringing. But I too became involved with an older man at a young age and I played wife with him for years before I decided I couldn’t take it anymore and I wanted to bust-out of the pumpkin shell in which I felt he kept me… and I left. It was musicians and DJ’s after that and a lot of drugs. I remember falling INLOVE with those Norcos. And then even more-so the Oxycontin. I was so MAD when they became uncrushable. Crack; however, was the last drug I ever tried. I loved the H and Roxy too much to even take much interest in crack (I was like ehhhh *shrugs). All in all though, I loved the music scene and I loved drugs period… So pretty much, if someone had it… I did it.

I read about what makes you drawn to a man… him sleeping, his beautiful children. I’m the same way!

I’m happy you are married, on track and feeling good