Author: Salem13
Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2013 1:45 pm
What’s up!!!!!!!!!!
Okay sooooooo
What the actual F#&@ IS GOING ON WITH ME!????? Have I been ripped off by pharmacies for a year and a half with fake subutex!???? I am on day 5 and the worst I have experienced so far is anxiety and even that was not too bad considering I always have anxiety, insomnia, RLS as is… like daily. So today I woke up after almost EIGHT FULL HOURS SLEEP after a.GLORIOUS evening of sex (sorry TMI) with my husband (whom I am quite sure thinks he is in friggin heaven right now!!!) I feel BETTER than I felt when I took the damn subutex. Don’t get me wrong…mentally I am 100% a junkie!!!! Even tho I feel better I STILL think of taking the stupid crap!!!! Like REALLY!!!!???? But I will NOT do that..hell no…no way…not a damn chance in hell!!!! So I just wanted to update everyone. I almost feel bad reporting this..like im letting everyone down by not writhing in pain dying…or like I’m going to start a riot on my thread now "oh well you may feel fine now but will wake up at 3:02am and your right arm will fall off and your hair will burst into flames" !!!!!
Either way….I feel okay. I don’t feel spectacular. I don’t feel grand. I feel better though. ..and as I am always happy as long as it gets better and not worse 
In other news…for all of u familiar with NA/AA and who like to laugh. ..go like the page "13th step memes" on Facebook….holy crap!!!!!! It is to funny to even describe!!!!