Author: TeeJay
Posted: Wed Dec 19, 2012 11:30 pm
Scorpiotl wrote: |
than you for your response. i cant tellif i am coming or going lately so i know i must sound really out of it and not making any sense.
thank you my fiancé wants me off the sub and so i tapered so fast and she just doesnt understand and makes me feel so guilty. I wish I was a better man. I wish I was the man she deserves…. i mean i am taking clonidon and i took temzapam and xanaz last night and still couldnt sleep. i am such a loser a xanax addict and a sub addict… |
I know this feeling. It’s weird seeing it in someone else and seeing it with some objectivity. Fact is she loves you and she’s with you and she’s chosen to be with you for the rest of her life. And if you weren’t the kind of person that could find themselves addicted, perhaps you wouldn’t have the personality you do that makes you the guy she loves.
Think about what benefits YOU will get from being off Sub. The best way to success is to think that you’re doing this for yourself. Write a list of all the benefits you’ll receive from getting off Sub, and how much better YOU will feel about yourself achieving a taper and being off Sub.