Author: Z!G

Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2012 4:01 pm

Hey guys..just wanted to make an update.

I have been off Suboxone for 34 days….

I used Premium Bali Kratom, and it helped tremendously.

I ordered 250 grams, but they sent me 300 grams.

I just decided to keep dosing Kratom as needed, until the whil bag was gone.

This bag lasted about 20 days dosing between 3-8 grams every 6-8 hours…tho, near the end I never took more then 4 grams becuae I discovered by accident that if I take the Kratom with Orange Juice, that I could get the same effect from 4 grans as I could with 7 grams with just water.

By the time I finished the Kratom, I felt pretty good…until the next day…after I stopped taling Kratom, I had cold sweats that just would go away…for about a week. I could have ordered more Kratom, but I didn’t, since the thought of deceloping a physical dependence to it scared the shit out of me…so I mentally prepared myself to just deal with Whatver discomfort I has after kicking Kratom.

Today is the first day I actually woke up and said to myself (hey, I actually don’t feel so lethargic today". And I don’t…

However the PAWS is still there, and I’m trying to find a way to beat this without any other drugs and eapecially without any opiate of any kind. I do take a Klonopin or a Xanax here and there, which helps a lot….but I’m also very paranoid about getting addicted to them too, so I only take them for when I’m socializing, or just feel really restless at night…which is an exaggerated problem for me.

The only thing that seems to make me feel good is going out and doing things…I just started working out and exercising and I’m retry sure that is helping a lot as well.

Next week im going to try a supposedly safe herb called Skullcap. It acts as a benzo if you take a decent dose of it…but from the research I read about it, if you take small amounts daily (about 1.5g) for a couple weeks (then stop for a couple weeks) it is suppose to drastically improve the functioning of your central nervous system (ya know? That system that opiate abuse slowly ruins?). I mean..that makes sense rite?

I have read that there are absolutely NO negative side effects using Skullcap this way…however there can be potentially some negative side effects
if one was to take large doses of Skullcap for "immediate" effects…but I’m not gonna do that.

Anyone have any experience taking American Skullcap in small doses every day?

If your someone who tried large doses of Skullcap, then your answer really won’t be any help…, I think I already know what large doses of Skullcap do.

Thanks for reading….Z!G