Author: yupI’mnew

Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2012 9:26 pm

Hey Romeo…I called a therapist today but only left a message…no call back yet so we’ll see on that one. I def need to get that in motion.

I’m prescribed one 8mg film a day. I just took the two parts within the past few hours and feel good. I’m energized, feeling positive and getting things done. Today I felt great! I actually went out in public and shopped (seldom do that unless high). I didn’t get anxious…worry…get all crabby and irritated. I felt NORMAL. Like, normal as in the days before drugs. It felt wonderful, just positively beautiful. It’s funny as I read back what I just wrote. Odd. But fabulous.

That’s all I want. To go about day to day without dwelling on getting high and when my next "fix" will be. I sure hope this lasts because I truly want to be a normal human being again! Is that too much to ask