Author: slashNaxl

Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2012 1:28 am

No matter what I hear, I’m still too skeptical to actually do it MYSELF. I can read all day about what other people do but when it comes to me, and doing things that go against everything that I have learned, I have a very hard time. I have plenty of sub, and I have plenty of other, short acting opiates, so I have the tools to do this, but I’m just so deathly afraid of precipitated withdrawal…I also have about 5mg alprazolam and 3mg clonazepam, so I might just knock myself out on benzo’s after I run out of dope, then when I wake up from the foggy benzo coma, probably 2 days after my last opiate, start on sub….I wish I hd access to more benzos, because I honestly think I could just cold turkey from the heroin with benzos, and possibly not even have to go back on sub…I don’t have to worry about "trading one addiction for another" because I’ve probably taken a total of 20mgs xanax and 40-50mgs of valium in my entire life…I’ve never been big into them…only used as a tool to help withdrawals.