Author: Goinstrong
Posted: Sat Oct 06, 2012 6:12 pm
Hello again~Look, you do not have to thank me for sharing part of my struggle with you. It’s part of what helping each other
in recovery is all about. You said that you almost lost your child, and that it almost killed you. When I lost those precious
little girls~It almost DID kill me. If you are interested, you can read about it here http://suboxforum.com/viewtopic.php?t=7066
I know that right now you are feeling liking nothing more than total crap. But there is good news. You do NOT have to keep on
feeling that way. You have already done the hardest thing there is to do, when we feel as bad as you are right now. You
reached out for help. I am here to help you. Amber is here to help. Romeo is here to help, and there will be more that are
here to help.
You are going to make it throught this. One of the things that used to help me through the rough days was journaling. I still
have those days here and there, but they aren’t nearly as often as they used to be. Even now, I journal when they are.
Well, posting on this forum~is essentially doing just that. You are gettng all of those thoughts that are running through your
head…out in writing. And somehow seeing it all in front of you, kind of makes it a little easier to deal with. Now add to that,
the fact that you have people who care. People like the ones that answered you. We don’t do that because we are bored, or
because there is anything in it for us. I do it because I WANT to. Because noone deserves to feel this way.
Like Romeo said, you DESERVE to be happy. You deserve to live the life that you have always wanted to live. So, take this
experience, learn from it, and move forward. Make that choice for LIFE. It is SO worth is….I promise.
I will be keeping you in my prayers at night, and hoping that you wake up tomorrow with a renewed sense of how life can
be. God bless you and Take Care~