Author: Night

Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 3:18 pm

60 days —and honestly the best thing for me was taking the naltrexone every day. I still have yet to have a craving for opiate at all. and before when i tried to quit i craved as a vampire craves blood or Syler craves power. I recommend it to anyone serious about getting clean.

Finally over the last 2 weeks my mood, motivation, drive are back. The only thing really left is sleep. It has been a nightmare to sleep. i seem to give in every several nights and take a pill to sleep as not sleeping drives me to the edge!!!! My best run was 3 days of natural (well only melatonin and sleepy time tea) sleep 9 hours a night, then night 4 no sleep fitful, and no REM. Makes no sense. never had insomnia before. I sure don’t want to rely on pills to sleep so i am fighting. i thought i was done but i guess ill try and post later. Like i said before or somewhere else, i’d rather Debo beat me up everyday than have insomnia.

Either way, as this is originally about, i wouldn’t have made it past 30 hours cold turkey. If it wasn’t for the rapid detox i would not be 60days -ish off suboxone.