How often is too often?

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Author: amber4.14.11

Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 11:36 am

HI Wink

I remember this feeling of desperation you are having. Just remember, this too, shall pass.
but you have to fight for it. No, its not easy.
I dont think you should give up. thats not the way to ‘win’

You need to step INSIDE your mind, and remove any/all things that are going to trigger you ……
Like if you HAVE codeine pills around, get rid of them. Now, I know that some triggers you cant do anything about, but the ones you CAN do something about, you need to get rid of.

you are the only one that can do this. like I said, its not easy. Im sure theres got to be SOMEBODY if you think hard enough, that would be there for you, if you reached out to them.
If you can get on the ‘right track’ with your suboxone therapy, I think you’d feel better about yourself, which would help in ALL areas, of your life. for example, your job.
Obviously if you were feeling better, you could shower, and clean up, ETC.
and that would make you more ‘desireable’ for employment stuff.

you know yourself better than I do, but I think doing what you can, to get rid of any triggers TODAY, would be a good start.

And you can post around the site, any time you need to talk.
we are all here for you Wink