Author: Stargazer

Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2012 9:21 pm

Far-king terrible to hear your going thru this, indigo. Ya spot on with the swallowed fly, anology,.
You know I’m so relieved I did’nt go the shrink option, after snapping on magic mushrooms,- the bad trip that never ends. Shit if I had told a dr what I was thinking, hearing and seeing back then, I would have been committed for sure. I never told a soul about those thoughts that terrified me for all those years, but most folks knew I was a bit different. Obviously those thoughts were never acted on, but it certainly taxed my social skills, and to a degree still does.
I’m sure I’d now be far worse,-dead, had I brought myself in for proccessing by the system. Ever so slowly the radio station has changed frequency, but I still have bouts of chatting and paranoia, but nothing as constant as those early years, and I have a few friends who have p/scitz and bipolar who are still getting the compulsory shots, but their not getting better.
Anyway hoping for better days for you soon Indigo,