Author: jonathanm1978
Posted: Tue Feb 21, 2012 1:55 am
http://www.cmt.com/videos/misc/380677/video-replay-darius-rucker-wont-be-like-this-for-long.jhtml
I just watched the video..and boy did I cry. Sitting at home, nobody up but me and my 15-month old niece, she’s the REASON that I woke up…i know she’s missed me…
And this time it was uncontrollable tears flowing. I couldn’t stop..I left a part of my heart in a hospital bed, over an hour away..
This little girl hasn’t been in this world but 3 days or so…and she’s already tearing up my heart…and partially, breaking it..especially when we walk out of that NICU and have to come back home!!
Sorry for the sadness..but it’s just an emotional time, knowing that I should be up this time of night fixing a bottle, not wishing I could just SEE my baby.
I haven’t posted much today, but today has been a good day. Like I said, unless I’m here posting a lot of stuff, then assume that everything is improving.
I just called NICU, shes down to 23% on her O2..so 2% more and the Oxy-hood can be REMOVED!!
I hope tomorrow I can report that we’re getting to hold our baby.