Author: StillProdigy

Posted: Fri Feb 17, 2012 8:09 pm

Hey everyone, so it took a while for me to find the strength to post this. After a successful 6 weeks on subs, I sadly relapsed, really bad. As in sold everything, drained my bank account, borrowed, lied, the whole nine yards. I tried so hard to get back on the subbies but kept taking them too early and having precipitated withdrawals. Today i came clean w the family and of course they knew all along. They were just waiting for me to come clean…anyways i have a few valium, some clonodine and a fresh refill on my subs. I plan on waiting a full 36 hours because i tried waiting 18 n it was not enough. I really am committed to this. I want the life i had a month ago back. This last month has been absolute hell. I was so much happier on subs and regret so much my mistake. Well there it is i got it off my chest and hopefully tomorrow i can check in after a smooth induction.