Author: csquared

Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2012 12:34 pm

jonathanm1978 wrote:

csquared wrote: Thank you Johnathon! I am very optimistic about the outcome this time. It gladdens me to see that you have been clean for 3 years, and you didn’t lose everything to this disease. I to, have a very loving g/f and family that have stuck beside me through all of this. I am very happy that they decided to give me another chance, lord knows i don’t deserve it. I also was big into OC 80s. I was doing up to two a day, until they changed the formula, then I moved to opanas. I was doing atleast 80mg a day. It was awful. Pawning my possessions, my g/f’s items, and my familys. I even pawned my g/f’s moms gun. I did retrieve it back, thankfully, and everything turned out to be ok. I have a new hope, for a future. I can live the AMERICAN DREAM! I love to think that I will be able to have a family, a marriage, and a good faithful life. Thank you for your story, I will read your thread. My wife and I have been together a VERY long time. I truly believe had it not been for her standing beside me and seeing it through with me, that I would not have found the road to recovery as easy … We were each others firsts…at everything…all those years ago. So that means a lot, and we have a very stable relationship now.

That is truly amazing! My current g/f and I have been together for 10 months. I don’t know how she has put up with me, but i have realized that she does not deserve the person that I was, but she is deserving of the person i’m becoming.