Author: Bboy42287

Posted: Tue Dec 06, 2011 1:29 pm

Thanks hat,indigo and mel your post help be realize being aware is not such a bad thing. And that i have come a far way and i should look at getting take homes as a accomplishment. Yea hat that wont be hard with my ocd to set guidelines with my take homes. I mean i already have guide lines in place now with when i go and get/take my meds always around 11-45. Indigo thats a great idea space out my dose of 170 into halfs, because than if something did happen i still have meds for later in the day instead of taking the next days dose. And yea i try not to listen to those people bc well lets face facts like u said still have a junkie mentality. And mel thanku so much fot the kind words. I would hope after five years i have gained those tools to relize that just bc something bad happen doesnt mean drugs are going take the problem away. But pain can mind fuck u so bad sometimes and make u think that lil bite extra is the answere even when u know its not. And thats were i got to be carefull bc lets face facts more with suboxone is worthless but more methadone is like any other opiate and u will fell it. But im confident now that i can handle it. And ya know it should make me feel good my clinic trust me this much like u said so i got to stop turning a positive into a negative.

Thanks again you 3