Author: poppieroses

Posted: Tue Jul 30, 2013 7:03 pm

I am shocked.
i am on subutex now. i feel better this time. but lost the baby last time after tapering off and yep! i miscarried.
anyway a week before my wedding and BAM im pregannt again! i am TERRIFIED.
I am not sleeping and am freakin out every day per hormones and newly prescribed to subs legally.
my brain is mush.
how do us mothers on subs feel like we can be strong enough and good enough for our babies??
i am ridden withguilt. snappy at my husband. my kid. i have no energy and love to work out so i am going nuts.
im at 8mg. so i can taper low. just scared shitless.
any input appreciated.