Author: jdizzle

Posted: Tue Jul 23, 2013 4:08 pm

Thank you for the response, Raudy!!!

I can’t even describe how good it feels to read your words.

I’m sad that I’ve waited so long to join the forum. I am surrounded by people who love me, but who do not understand the ropes of bupe treatment.

For example, I have one friend who says "oh, how hard could it be? Just wean off…you can do it!" Of course, she is an alcoholic in denial. One who drinks 10-15 beers a day and always says "oh, I could stop if I wanted to. But I don’t need to".

My boyfriend is very supportive and so is my mom. My dad doesn’t even know I’m on this medication because he would not understand. It’s better that way!

But you are right, at the end of the day…why stop taking something that has improved ones life so much? Not much of a reason to!

I do want to have a baby when I am done with my degree and I want to be off of sub at that point so that is one thing that makes me feel bad. Hell, if wasn’t on it right now I might just go on with it and get knocked up..I want a child more than anything. But, right now is not the time. I am focusing on my future and I know the time will come for me to think about weaning so I can get pregnant.

Anyway, thank you so much for your kind words, Roudy!