Jumped off @ 4mg – day 6

Author: Billy68

Posted: Wed Jun 12, 2013 7:48 am

seaonasdad wrote:
It will come in time, the worst part physically is OVER, friend. It’s all mental now and I always kept count of how many days I had gone because it motivated me not to fuck it up.

The mental game goes on for months, but trust me, even that goes away in time too. All it is is your brain switching back to normal, and one day it will just hit you how good it feels to be alive and normal again. It takes a while, trust me, and it seems endless, but after a month or two, you will really start to feel the difference in your life.

Whenever you think of going bad, go to a mall or go to a store and buy yourself something that you’d normally buy drugs with. It will really amaze you that you will be able to do stuff like that now. Little things like that clear that mental hurdle.

Good luck!

Very Happy