Author: MovieMaker1

Posted: Thu May 30, 2013 9:21 am

Yea man. You said it. Staying clean with suboxone is way too much work. The hassle of it all is just not worth it. I mean calling my dealers, stealing creatively, coming up with money, being in constant worry about opiates… Those were the days. Such a breeze.

This whole working a great job, getting married, living clean, actually having some possessions…. All pretty much all due to this one medicine…. Who would want to waste their time trying to take that crap? I have much better things to do than make a few phone calls every once and awhile. Now calling my dealer… At least that was paying off somehow!

I’m just sick of working so hard for what I have. Staying clean just isn’t worth the effort folks. I gotta tell ya… This really blows because of the time I fave to put into it. People say I’m just being a self centered drug addict that is making a huge mistake…. But I am totally better off. Without question. At least I won’t have to waste my time worrying about this crap anymore. At least I kind of had my shit together on dope, but this is just too much guys.

So. Getting off of suboxone is a great idea for me too. It has done nothing but make my life miserable due to all this wasted time. I doubt I’m even an addict anymore honestly. I mean. I haven’t even had the time to think about using lately and don’t really want to anyways. So I’ll be fine without this stuff after my wd. It’s just like a diabetic stopping insulin…. No big deal. Right?

Thank god I’ll be free! Once and for all! I gotta say this though. The one good thing… If it wasn’t for those long and hard work packed 2 months I’ve been at this too…. I wouldn’t be the man I am today… And fir sure wouldn’t be able to just stop taking the only thing that kept me from using.

Sincerely Yours,

OUTOFMUH FREKYN MYND

seriously…..