Author: lack of armour

Posted: Tue May 28, 2013 11:07 pm

Am nearing the end of day 6 today. It never really got bad for me. I am so used to heroin withdrawl that this was a cake walk comparatively. I have been taking Clonidine and Klonopin at night and have been sleeping okay. The real difficulty is the fatigue and general sadness that i can’t shake. Which I know will be there for a good long while. I am so in need of some light to shine through here. I long for a day when i can see the world in three-dimensional color again and feel true inspiration from things i am involved in. I have been coasting with very little emotional capacity for 2 years.
I think I am getting sick tonight though. Throat infection. Maybe my immune system is vulnerable. I have been taking all the right vitamins and supplements. Eating well. Walking my dog a bunch. Maybe i am just getting regular sick. All that said, it still has not been bad for me. I’ll chime in again if things take a turn for the worse.