Author: sweet16

Posted: Mon Apr 01, 2013 10:37 pm

one last update… I used the last tiny bit of drug this eve. I think 1/16 G or less. I basically kept cutting my daily dose in half these past 3 days. H’s half life is something like 6 hrs….Anyway I had not really experienced any terrible withdrawl. I guess I was just ready to get the show on the road if you will. I am not scared like I was Sunday. I know I will make it thru this next week. I am expecting some wd but nothing MAJOR. I hope I am not wrong, but in case I am I have a bottle of cough medicing w/ codine if the tea does not work for me. I have xanax if I need it. I even have the 3 8mg tabs of sub which I will do everything to avoid, but they are here if I am suffering needlesly. I think they will easily work since I lowered my tolerance so much. I AM HAPPY. I plan to relax in bed unless i have energy to walk. I am with my 3 little kittys. I have attended a few online meetings in ITR. I am making connections and I have Im a few ppl in recovery today. I want to wish you all a good night. Peace n love to all…(omg, emotions flooding back!)
PS-Thank you Amy & Tiny… You people are my strength and encouragement. I am so ready!